Closure.

It has been almost a month now.

They say girls get over relationships faster than guys. Apparently not.


You seem to have completely moved on with your life and seem a lot better without me.
What was i expecting. Me? To be your pillar of strength, your happiness, your motivation?

Naive.

School matters have been hogging up much of my time, keeping me distracted from every thought of you.

I look forward going to school everyday because this way, i can completely free myself from you.

There are moments where i think about what i am feeling right now.

Do i miss you. Or..
Do i miss the IDEA of you.

Either way, it hurts.

I need closure instead of an escape.

Somebody tell me how i can do this.