At your wit ends.

Today, awesome kcpband went for our SYF rehearsal.

Everyone in the school thought it was the real thing hahaha!

They actually cared!

 Haha actually i think they just care whether we cliched a gold so

 as to not lose the school's face aka part of their face too. :D

I had quality time with cute joshua on the bus WAHAHA.

Okay so at Singapore conference hall (SCH), we got into our syf position la.

The place is so echoy, even if you drop a coin, it can be amplifide a thousand times la.

So here's the really stressful part.

I couldnt really play properly for the last few practices, for the last 2 months?!

Totally no idea what happen and mr sim and tan didnt gave me any great suggestions on how to solve it -.-

So ya la, at SCH, i couldnt play again la.

And it was the important melody part for horns.

And we sounded crap. Becuz i was destroying the music luh duh.

So mr sim asked " wah, horns your must come out more ah" (play louder)

Then i replied i cannot play ))))): (really gives sad face)

Then i started bawling behind my stand. Then i turned to reddy and javon.

All i can say is, they are the awesomest people ever. really i love your man. idk how guys would react if they see a girl cry infront of them, but i THINK they actually cared if i was ALRIGHT :D

So like you know, you cry, u get hard of air right. So you start breathing loudly and sniffing you know.

And as ive said, its so echoy i cant even breathe and sniff normally la. HELL MAN.

So i leveled up my stand so as to not let mr sim see, cuz embarassing mah..

And the people behind me all saw my pathetic state.))))):
(percussion, trombone, trumpet, eupho, walao made up of almost half the band can)

So my sound ended up worse cause you cant breathe properly luh DUH,
so i sniff and play sniff and play. LOL

which made me even.... ))))))))))):

So mr tan came to talk to the horns and saw me pathetic state luh ):

*At the end of the rehearsal.*

(hypocritic, heh jk)reddy said this : "eh, i help you carry your file :)"
me: "shutup la you -.-"

I know he offered his help becuz he didnt know what else to say la. HAHAHA.

After we left the hall. Mr tan FINALLY know how bad my embrochure problem was and gave me a good suggestion on to play properly. YAY!

Then people who wasnt happy with their playing came to find me and we cried together. HAHA.

Hope this doesnt happen for the REAL SYF.

Mr sim gave briefing on our sound and blah. Then practice finally ended :D

personally, i think we sounded AWESOME. really, from the bottom of MY heart.

KCPBAND WE CAN DO IT YOYO.

Feels like a leaf on a tree, waiting to fall.

HARLO! Today, i woke up at 6AM to help Fifi tie her hair :D 6AM you know!!! (on a saturday). Hehehe.

Wanted to study today and finish up my homework. The studying part was a failure )): I shall elaborate on my failing process.

I decided to start studying at 3pm. So yeap took out my chemistry textbook and started reading it. As usual, i'll feel damn sleepy when i read books luh. So i decided to nap AWHILE, since it wouldnt be productive to read on cuz i wouldnt be able to absorb anything, make sense what right. So yeah nap till 6pm. -.-....

At 6pm, my brother asked me what i wanted for dinner, pondered for 30mins and told him. So yeah he went to buy, then i told myself. I just woke up, like still lack of energy so i wait for him come back, i eat liao i confirm study. The food come back at 8pm. So ate lah. Then went to shower. With a full stomach and feeling cold after the shower. I felt sleepy again. So i went to facebook and now blogging. LOL.

Theres always tommorow lah... i will study tomorrow.... HEEHEE.

Now i know :')

I love life man, seriously!

Everything's smooth sailing, hardly any storms yet.

Many more things to look forward to, awesome ((:

And great people around me, love it :D

Today, this girl came to talk to me when i was clearing the band's storeroom.

"Before you took up your post, you were those nice and kind girl, unlike the others"

Have i changed for the worse under forced circumstances?

Or isit just me being more hypocritical over the years.

simplicity.

It's almost the end, but not really yet.

I totally flunked my SPA. God bless.

Look down from the clouds

"You did it".

I didnt even freaking criticise you, i was so happy that you got the role and bring it out well.

I was truly happy for you from the bottom of my heart.

Just becuz you got criticaments from loads, you assume im freaking one of them.

I'm sorry for the constant annoying words i used at you.

But i didnt say it just to remind you of what BAD youve done.

I was damn happy over how you did your job though you were the super soft spoken kind.

You did it, and thats all that matters. Seriously.

So judged, so wrongly judged.

GIRAFFE.

Why am i so puny! Walao, i want to be much much taller.

And i can't stand my teh voice, i want to have a voice of... KATY PERRY :D

I feel so small and weak .___.

Revolution.

This isn't the FIRST time youre doing it, i'm seriously damn pissed off luh. Youre probably one the losers that are dragging everyone down and you still dare talk to me like that. Eat my shit luh fag.

Im so sleepy thesedays, super hard to focus in class ):

And the fact that CA's in 2 weeks time scares me.

WHAT SCARES ME EVEN MORE IS........

SPA's in 2 days time. Heehee, goodluck :)

Hahaha, SIDETRACK abit.

Jo-anne's the most retarded person i've ever seen.

SERIOUSLY.

Everyone's still talking about it.

I'm no longer caring anymore.

Valentine2011

My last valentine in KCPSS, i missed it.... ):

It came and will stay there as a part of our memory :D

                                                             1st day of the parade, rained.

Got my shoes into mud and we had to clean seats.

Water squeezed out was BLACK.

Me and KELLIE got deployed at the stairwell.

We were like air stewardess saying goodevening to everyone :D

after around 8pm, both of us sat down at 2 empty seats to watch the whole parade.

Hehehe.

the fireworks were AWESOME!

And we let go of one of the kong ming deng and wished that it wouldnt rain the next day.

          2nd day of parade, didnt rain, but was SUPER DUPER HOT.

And the stupid raymond lim made us DIE under the sun for 3 minutes.

we were BURNING. hes full of crap lo seriously.

Okay, on the 2nd day, me kellie and nianying and junrong got deployed at the stairwell end.

i was like crazily holding a pompom and acting as a like cheerleader and saying goodevening to everyone.

Some of them got scared (wahaha) but ended up with a smile (aww).

Last segment of the show, the PAYM had this bunch of dancers, super high!

And since the PAYM motivators were in our sector, they were dancing too!

So everyone in my grp started dancing to FIREWORKS too.

Wah, the whole platform was shaking man!!!

Super high, like clubbing like that!! HAHAHA.

Last duty for the day, stand at concourse and say byebye to audience.

Watch the fireworks as we were goodbyeing. Awwwh D:

Officially ended our last debrief at the tentage and got our chingay certs! wohoo :D

got hugs and goodbyes, felt super sad D: i really really love my grp, they are damn nice luh D:

Chingay 2011 was AWESOME and i love BLUE 2, PR2 ((:

WENWEN AND MINHUI THOUGHT THIS WAS A BUNCH OF BANANAS.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



BAMBOO !

Im super traumatised from whatever happened today luh.

I hope after tonight, i'll FORGET everything

6 more days to valentine's day!

And guess what! I have chinese oral on that day!

And i have chinese SRP till 5pm!

And it's a MONDAY!!!!!!!

Im not single this year k, my valentine's date is kcpss 4th lvl classroom.

(:

This is siaoness

Was looking tru my archives.

Wow wow wow.

A lot of stuffs suddenly make sense sia !

I dunno to be HAPPY or UNHAPPY.

Nope, you've always been in my HEART boy.

Heehee, when was the last them i posted about him?

♥____________♥

DUO LIANG TIAN.

Wohoo! Steamboat at minhui's house.

Finally, a decent meal after 2 days of nonstop maggie, macs and chocolate bread (ewe)

Super fun! Played cards, gambled, played flute, laugh alot and went to the toilet alot of time HAHAHA.

But it kinda ended unwell cuz maybe some stuffs ended uglyly(spsp?!?!)

Cabbed home cuz i was super scared that i'll be stalked be some weird lonely ahpek/guy.

2 days already, and im still as paranoid ._.

These 2 days, i did my homework.

Zilian a million times in different outfits.

Talked to my toys ( i really cant stand not talking to people/things)

Watched the teevee.

Played my horn.

Painted my nails.

Keep waiting for malaysia calls (hehe)

Keep looking out of the window to check if there is/are any weird people.

Thanks for all the nice people who wanted to visit me.
(especially people that i would least expect)

Awww, there were ACTUALLY people who cared :')

Hehehe, k bye (:

Tears of joy?

I just received a call from my mum from MALAYSIA asking if i ate.

Tears started to fill my eyes.

CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011

EH DONT RUN AWAY, THIS IS JUST.... me.

        

Today's the chu xi (first day of cny).

Everyone is with their families eating reunion dinner.

Whereas! I'm all alone at home fretting over what to eat later.

Cuz i can't really cook and idw to be those stupid people filling their stomachs with instant noodles ):

And i'm smelling soap as i'm typing.. is there someone in the toilet..?

URGH NONONONONO. Hallucinations .....

Anyone can spam my phone with messages or calls if your bored.

Cuz, im DEFINATELY boreder than you :)

Byebye and happy chinese new year :)