disgrace.

TODAY,
 I have let myself down completely.

I have completely ruined the awesome horn sound.

Insulted the instrument.

And disappointed mr tan & sim.

If i have a second chance. i want to do the audition again.

disgraced with myself.

T.T

Hakuna Matata.

JAE is finally submitted, no more stress! ~.~

But that means that i'm left with only 2 weeks of holidays if i get into a JC.

GOTTA PLAN MY ACTIVITIES FAST, SPEND EVERYDAY WISELY.

Anyways, CNY is coming and i'mmm... kinda excited. There's gonna be ba kwa, all my favourite snacks and both my grandma's food :D' 

Okay, so that means im left with only 11 days to myself.

People, we needa enjoy man!!!! \m/

So... hi JC/POLY

So.. i just got back my Olevel results..

It's much more far-er than my expectations but alright, it's not that bad.

I passed english. (Y)

I passed humanities, first time in the year! :)

But my amaths was..... disappointing. 

But what's done is done. Life.

Surprisingly, i attained an a1 for chinese. wow..

NYJC, CJC and SRJC. which school should i go?

i want to stay 16 forever.

okay, so.. i'm really tired..

physically and mentally.

CJC TUNE IN < 3

After so many weeks of waiting, the tune-in session was finally here! :D

Was intending to go with the SHWO peeps, but apparently, they were either all busy or not interested.

So only me minhui and bronson went... BUT NVM, we three kcpians can own the world ^^ (joke).

Was at first scared and nervous about it, cuz CJC band is quite zai lah. Since SA band was a zai band too, we kinda expected to receive the same kind of attitude we received in SA : the dao and unfriendly attitude < / 3

BUT NO. Everyone was nice and awesome! Not just 1 or 2, EVERYBODY man.

played some games that were arranged by them and had section lunch with them. They were so nice to us unlike the stupid **JC. Although their band, currently has only 15 people, i could see that they were very closely knitted and < 3 each other. wthhhh, jealous much :(

After lunch, we had sectionals with our own section on "blue sky and sunshine". Thank god they chose a piece that was more humanely than the stupid **JC. The seniors patiently guided us through the song and awww, it's been long since i've ever got a senior :( (runs to CJC now)

Then had full band! Hahaha, the sec4s were more than the J2s. LOL. This Brendan guy (student) was conducting us and wow, i swear he is damn good man. Looking back at the days me and minhui conducted.. LOL #noface. He was really skilled in his STROKING and er.. how different sections should improve and etc. LOL. HAHA. *like yall understand what i'm talking about*.

ALSO, they knew when was the right time to play and to be serious. Which is like *phewwwww*. FINALLY, A BAND THAT HAS THIS KIND OF SPIRIT AND ATTITUDE. 

< 3 3 3 3 3

I really like < 3 their band to the core sia.

Haiz, but CJC... :/ should i?

NYP & CCA ORIENTATION ^^

Went to NYP in the morning with Valerie, Jasmine, Jo-anne and Jia Ning!

The IT people were abit... FORCEFUL. And we were dragged to their counter to listen to their lecturer talk.

And then they forced us to play their game.. hence.. the weird posts on my wall LOL.

But their school was quite cool! Think that's cuz we took a thorough tour around their whole school :D

Went for Business.. Chemical life science.. and engineering! :D

Chemical life science was the best cuz we play a lot of stuff and we had a lot of freebies LOL

There was this jelly like thing in the food section, cool and nice. :)

But overall, wasn't really interested in any course in their school.

Then went back KCP for CCA orientation ^^

Too bad the caifan wasn't open so... minhui & me dint get to eat anything T_T

Nvm, girl guides had free drinks and pizza. So not too bad :D

Anyways, AS USUAL. the band was AWESOME. DUH. 

Many ppl "signed up". Wohoo! :D

Every time hear the band play... wah... so proud of them. #attachment.

Then went for dinner with Minhui, Joei and BC.

Waited for Benedict, Darius and Nicholas for 1 bloooooody hour. Then turned out to be that they were at third floor while we were at food court. zzzz :)

Hahaha, but it was fun playing truth and dare and some tempo game with them.

Miss the good old days while we slack in J8 after band. < 3

band is awesome forever. K bye.

JC OR POLY?!

Finally went for POLY open houses today! Was supposed to visit all POLYs but spent too much time at Temasek POLY :( So ended up visiting only 3 :(

TP was errr, not too bad. But their people abit... dao. Abit scary. But lol, since they had big goodie bags, i'm happy. #materialisticauntie. Saw Guan and it was er.. nvm.

But their food court was super duperrrrr awesome. Fish and chips for $3.50!
STEAK FOR $4.50! SERIOUSLY?! WOHOO.

but din't get to try lah... :/

Okay.. yah so Temasek was not too bad.

Next was SINGAPORE POLY :D

they gave us BAGGU bags! WOHOO :D And they had this cute figurine pen thingyyy, wtthhhh, cute maxxx.

So yahhh, they had many courses, and since it's one of the better polys, or rather, TOP poly. I should be mad excited or something right. BUT LOL, i just din't feel RIGHT in their school. When the lectures were talking... i'm like half drifted away to somewhere else.. i wasn't even listening to one of them. :x #guiltyface.

But yeah, can't deny that their school is well facilitated, very new :) 

Then NgeeAnn Poly! < 3

Since we went empty stomach the whole day, the first thing we did was to chiong to their "Makan Place" to MAKAN. There was this super attractive stall that sells hotplate sorta thing, and of course. Since it's attractive, i bought it lah. * LOL OKAY I SHALL NOT DESCRIBE MY MEAL O.O*

Anywaysss, when i was at their "HALL?" and consulting the lecturers, i was veryyyyyyy into what they were talking and payed a lot of attention.
Business studies and Arts Business Management were like my top favourite courses.. 

but after what i heard from the lecturer abt ABM, i'm like.. uncertain of it.

Fact : The art scene is Singapore is kinda pathetic and very much unappreciated.
-_-"

The only one that i kinda really WANT but...
._.

Well well. Anything just see results first lor. Hor?
:/

Cheater.

Went out with Jasmine today for some shopping! But LOL. We didn't really buy A LOT of stuff.

Super amazing.

But since i'm out of the house, i'm happy.

Now that the holidays are coming to an end, i must make full use of everyday before i enter JC or POLY.

Siansationz. 

So.... what should i do tomorrow.

confirm one-sided.

Twitter is such an ass its showing me all the things i dont want to see.

Everyyyyy tweet i see from you, i < / 3

You this ass.

I swear i will never ever ever ever talk to you ever again.

T_T < / 3

K bye, sorry for my awesome post title.

A new year, a new start.

2011 was like a roller coaster ride, full of ups and downs. There were many fun moments and memories and of course, sad ones that i kinda regret doing. Every year end, i dedicate a post to all my friends for the fun they had given me and to thank them for everything and such. But for 2011, i didn't do such a post as i was ... relatively busy and there are just too many friends i wanna thank for making 2011 for memorable. 

However, a summary of 2011 must be done. To recap all the fun things i've done, and since it's my last year in secondary school. It should be jotted down, rounding off my secondary school life with a perfect fullstop. (does this make sense?)

-2011, i became a secondary 4 student. 

-It was also the SYF year. And becuz of SYF, i met alot of new people and made alot of new friends :) (jan-march)

-KCPSSSB attained a silver award for SYF :D ^_^ (april)

-I celebrated my birthday at sentosa expensively, but shiok :D sweetest sweetest 16 ever :) (june)

-Stepped down from band, passed down all my positions. (july)

-Got back my chinese O level results, and cried. (august)

-Wake up call, mugged really really hard for Prelim 2 (august - sept)

-Had graduation day (oct 14)

-did so much english i almost puked (oct14-oct21)

-Sat for my O levels (oct 21 - nov 14) 

-Celebrated for the end of O levels. (nov14)

-Had my first prom, graduation night (nov 21)

-met up with alot of old friends ; band, chingay, primary school (nov - dec)

- took up my first job as a gift wrapper at prologue (dec 12-dec22)

-went bintan for holiday (dec23-dec25)

-Finally had a combine band outing with SHWO after so many months! (dec30)

-Ended the year at ECP with Jasmine, Jo-anne, Jiamin and Valerie :)

Hi Jasmine, Jo-anne, Jiamin, Valerie and Jia Ning. There are tooooo many outings we had together so i never add them in :D BUT U KNOW I RMB. 

Many things and people left me in 2011 too and yeah, sometimes, thinking back about all the moments i had with it or them, i can't help but to rethink about my actions and decisions. 

"that's life man."

is that really so?

For this new year, i know i always say the same thing but yeah again.

I hope i can be a better person, be nicer to all my friends and appreciate all the things that are around me.

to my closest 6 friends; Jasmine, Jo-anne, Jia Ning, Valerie, Jiamin and Minhui.

As we go our seperate ways in 2012, i hope we will still be together, meet up oftenly and keep in contact FOREVER :(

hehehehe, i know some of yall haven't get my card :x wah i suck. Comingcoming!!!! :D

So here i come, 2012.

END OF 2011, START OF 2012.

It's finally 2012! Happy new year everybody :D

Went to east coast park yesterday to celebrate the last day of the year! 

It was a SUPER DUPER hot day so we were under this big tree, cuz got shield mah duh.

So this happy little small slimy caterpillar went for a dive and landed on Valerie's small little toes. & of cuz... u know what happened. ew that slimy thing is just disgusting ttm man. But courageous Jasmine took the thing off and threw it away. *awwwww*

Then went cycling! Jasmine and Jiamin went rollerblading! Wohoo!!! I never cycled so long in my life before, it was quite a shiok feeling :D I LIKE. There's this part of the park where theres like barely anyone and then u can speeeeed and shout without people hearing. LOLOL. shiokshiok! 

Hahaha as for Jiamin, the forever sporty her was not afraid of falling and bleeding. So she move and move and move and move and fell a million times (only 4 times). LOL but she still continued to rollerblade. (Y)

good sportsmanship.... :D

So after 2 hours, we went to the kaobei toilet to wash up. There was a bloody tap OUTSIDE the toilet so i just pressed and wash lah, thought it was free what. And the lady before me just on and walked away. So the kaobei uncle at the counter stood there and watched us washed our legs and hands, one by one. Upon jo-anne's turn, he rudely demanded for the 20C. 

So i tried to justify with him.

" this also not toilet what, why need 20c?"

He uses his big hands to gesture the toilet building, "it's PART of the toilet what."

Oh wow. Isit, alright. Want your bloody 20c? Okay give you.

Hahahaha *changes to happy mood*.

Moved into Mcdonalds and drank a cup of coke for $1 :DDDDD

Damn shiokkkkkkkkkkkk. Shared twister fries with Jojo too, and it was shiok x 2.

(ps: how many shioks have i used in this post already?)

Then Jasmine and Jiamin came to find us~

Camwhored, used Mcdee's FREE toilet and left for the B-E-A-C-H again.

Wrote our wishes for 2012 and buried it in the sand... asked for 10 wishes #greedy.

Camwhored and played with the water and everything... relaxing wohoo! :D

Wanted to go prawning but it was too expensive so "nahhhhhhhh".

Then everyone suggested to eat burger king. But i was like " there this very nice hawker centre here that sells very nice zichar ". Never did i know that we were actually at the other end of ECP and the hawker centre was like super duper far away. But for the good and cheap food, everyone walked and perservered. We even saw Chen Zhi Cai on the way! SEE, THE WALK WAS WORTH IT :D HEHEHEH.

So after a zillion years (20minutes? or was it an hour?), we finally reached the place.

Ordered stingray, cereal prawns, kangkong and tom yum soup. HAHAHA ALL SPICY.  (Y)

Okay fine, the tom yum soup was more of sour then spicy, BUT STILL (Y).

So our poor baby jojo had to eat and drink her sugar cane! But she said it was nice too :D

Walao, looking at the picture makes me feel super duper hungry man :(

omgomg, it's growling like mad.

Sent Jasmine off first and we headed to bedok MRT.

Headed home first to bathe and everything before going to Jojo's house for countdown! :D

Reached at 11pm and started to find ways to connect to Jasmine! So oovoo became our saviour LOLOL :D

Counted down and watch the fireworks from jojo's house.

Was it normal for ppl to stay at home on new year's eve? Cuz i was expecting A LOT of people to be in bishan park or the void decks, parteh-ing you know. But lol, only saw a group of about 5 playing fireworks and thats it ._.

But at least i got a reply from them when i shouted happy new year to the estate ._.

......

Wanted to ton the whole day since it's like new year right?! Wanted to do movie marathon but the first movie was... horrible.. like mad. Watch "one day" and i totally dint get what the whole thing was talking about.

Was the guy and girl a couple? or were they married? Or they just friends? LOLOLOL. Don't make sense to me. So i zzzz halfway HAHAHA. then off-ed the movie and switched to johnny english. But since the first movie was such a killer already, i slept 5 minutes after johnny english started x.x HAHAH FAIL.

So everyone agreed to go to sleep! But jojo couldn't sleep cuz she became awake after using her comp.

So she slept at 6. (that was the time i was supposed to ton until, -.-)

woke up at 8 and watched UP. still as nice :D

at around 10, everyone woke up and we waashed up and ate carrot cake!

Wohoo nicenice :D

then went to the park to PICNIC and drink sparkling juice. So freaking hot sia -.- Almost char da already. :D Played tai dee, teached jiamin tai dee! Wohoo :D now we are all tai dee queens~

valval and jiamin left at 130.. stayed at jojo's house and continued to play computer :D

She intro me all her favourite games! gonna play soon. HA, INTRO ME ONLY LEH.

Back home now and feels damn shagged. Eating minhui's cheekeen feet but still hungry.

Gonna eat now! DON'T BE JEALOUS. 

k bye.

i'm still kinda stuck in what happened 2 days ago.